Out There

 I am trying to write. I am trying to finish a project I started many years ago. I even commit ti sit in front of the keyboard for an hour just to open up. I'm just putting that out there.

I was once a devout Christian. But after a messy divorce my faith was shattered. Now I ask to whom I'm praying. I pray to God and hope he hears. That's all for now.

Timing

I haven’t seen this blog in ages. WTF. Okay we’ll lets see if there are any old friends here.

Signing Off

I will be shutting down this blog in a few weeks. It isn't bearing any fruit so to speak and no one really comes here anymore. Sandi and I may start another more ministry oriented blog in the future but for now we have our hands full keeping it together.
So adios I thank Miss Buggy, the Goudies, Soft rain, Pastor Susanna, Mandy and all who prayed here.
God Bless
Radlife

Where Did Everyone Go

I know that I didn't post for a while. But when I came back only Miss Buggy was still there. What happened to James Goudie and Pastor Susanna, and the rest of the New Heights gang? They haven't posted since 2008. What happened at new Heights? The last time I saw the web page they were looking for a Holy Spirit experience. Things have changed. I know they have changed for me.
I'm not at the same church and life seems very uncertain these days. The world is becoming a very strange place and it gets harder to focus on God instead of the world.
It's -23 here tonight.
Jesus keep me safe please. I don't know where I stand with anyone anymore.
Is this what they call a mid life crisis? Or is this a test of faith?
God bless
Radlife

Words

Sometimes people who say they love you say things that wound deeply. And their indifference runs even deeper. Those things that are said that can't be taken back. It alters one's perception of what's really going on. I know I'm being a little crytic but sometimes I don't like being too specific online. But the pain is real no matter how much the other person thinks it is forgotten and left behind. There is forgiveness but that doesn't change the feelings. James was right, the tongue is truly the deadliest weapon. I only wonder if what is said in anger is how people really feel.
Radlife

Bonne Annee

Happy new year
I hope and pray that all who happen on this blog find peace and prosperity in Jesus this year.
may this be the year of the lord for all.
God bless
Radlife